Saturday, May 12, 2012
Oh no!
My cell alarm didn't wake me up again. I was supposed to go out for Mother's Day with my family for lunch!
I thought it was really set up.
I mean how parents are of an older generation, not the same generation.
Me as a Baby
I think I got in trouble in that picture of me holding my hand out. That was what I was talking about earlier tonight. Ugh. I'm a bit tired|sore.
I'm gonna pick an outfit for tomorrow and take a shower|bath.
I'm not sure when I'll be back, but I want to sing.
So, as far as guilt goes, my day was a little flawed, though I still got through. I think things will be better, tomorrow. I just have to deal with it.
I think me taking a shower and getting ready and doing more singing and talking on video will make me feel better. Sometimes, I wonder who all is watching this. I watch it. It's probably too much for the average onlooker. It's probably overwhelming to find I did it. I know that I get better each time I do it, though. I saw my singing was getting better. I kinda just want to sit and watch what I did already and maybe not record so much this time. Sometimes, it's fun to sing a lot. The talking gets tedious from me for some reason. I haven't been talking as much lately. It might have used to have been better, not sure.
I guess I just have to be ready tomorrow.
I regret how the days haven't gone perfectly, for different reasons, but for some reason I'm still holding on.
Okay, I'm gonna go take a shower.
So, as far as guilt goes, my day was a little flawed, though I still got through. I think things will be better, tomorrow. I just have to deal with it.
I think me taking a shower and getting ready and doing more singing and talking on video will make me feel better. Sometimes, I wonder who all is watching this. I watch it. It's probably too much for the average onlooker. It's probably overwhelming to find I did it. I know that I get better each time I do it, though. I saw my singing was getting better. I kinda just want to sit and watch what I did already and maybe not record so much this time. Sometimes, it's fun to sing a lot. The talking gets tedious from me for some reason. I haven't been talking as much lately. It might have used to have been better, not sure.
I guess I just have to be ready tomorrow.
I regret how the days haven't gone perfectly, for different reasons, but for some reason I'm still holding on.
Okay, I'm gonna go take a shower.
Settled
I'm settled about parents's ages. I guess you just think of it in a different way at some points, though essentially things should be the same. I am a little concerned about having an older mother, I guess, though. It seems like people with a more older mother than otherwise possible often have to go through something else. I'm guessing they feel more or aren't afraid to feel things and feel them the right way, though people with young moms are probably pretty polished and spick-and-span.
Norwegian Day
So you don't get confused with the party dates if you want to know and look it up, I'll just tell you it's highlight May 17th.
Parents's Ages
I can see little things people with parents of different ages can change for the better that is an aspect of me.
Older Parents
Thinking of my parents as older would make me feel like I'm part of a program for kids. It's because of how developed they are, yet that kids are kids, basically. With younger parents, you feel more like a baby and not a part of some complicated program where you think a lot instead of live. I don't know if people with younger parents really live, in a funny way I think. I'm sure they do. I think it just depends on the parents. It's not fun to turn off because your parents aren't old-fashioned with those roots. It's sad to see the kids of yesterday grow up and not really live. At least, that's how I feel.
Hllary Duff's Parents's Ages
Father: 2010 - 64 = 1945|1946 - now 65|66 - had her at age 42|43
Mother: 2010 - 57 = 1952|1953 - now 58|59 - had her at age 35|36
That's the perfect age to have kids! :)
Mother: 2010 - 57 = 1952|1953 - now 58|59 - had her at age 35|36
That's the perfect age to have kids! :)
Hillary Duff's Parents's Ages
Father: 2010 - 64 = 1945|1946 - now 65|66
Mother: 2010 - 57 = 1952|1953 - now 58|59
Mother: 2010 - 57 = 1952|1953 - now 58|59
For some reason, I didn't withdraw.
I failed 2 semesters at my 1st college, but, 5 years later, they granted me withdrawals. They didn't give me withdrawals, at first, because the rules were different and I think some of the people there were different.
I came home from college in 2006.
I did a short course in the area in later 2006, and I did college online in 2007 but quit withdrew early on in my 2nd semester. I failed the 1st semester because I didn't feel well and took a lot of courses.
Where did all the skinny, perfect babies go?
I remember seeing babies that looked like people. They looked like young babies. Actually, come to think of it, I think I only saw one of them, but who knows. They were so smooth and intelligent. It was a girl. So, I don't know if I've seen the likeness, otherwise. I've seen some beautiful young girls and gentlemen. It's hard to remember. They seem to have, like, a slimy layer of fat, though. I mean, I know we all have fat, but it's just this certain look that used to exist. What happened to all these people? Have they retreated to their homes? I can imagine all the beautiful people out there who are not famous and who I've never met, not having seen many active profiles, online.
When I Lived in a New Orleans Suburb
Here's a picture of one of the people there visiting with people int he city I lived in.
Apparently, at least 2 of the people in blue shirts are foreign volunteers to the city.
You can click on the picture to make it big: article
Here are more: picture picture adult at my high school plus lived in Eastern Texas prior supposedly this person picture.
Something else to note is that the Saints won the Superbowl 2 times ago, but they stopped having dance teams at that, too.
Here are people from Orlando: 1 2 3.
Here's me coming home to just moving to Orlando because of a hurricane in the New Orleans area from going to college at the top of the county in the mid east: picture.
Apparently, at least 2 of the people in blue shirts are foreign volunteers to the city.
You can click on the picture to make it big: article
Here are more: picture picture adult at my high school plus lived in Eastern Texas prior supposedly this person picture.
Something else to note is that the Saints won the Superbowl 2 times ago, but they stopped having dance teams at that, too.
Here are people from Orlando: 1 2 3.
Here's me coming home to just moving to Orlando because of a hurricane in the New Orleans area from going to college at the top of the county in the mid east: picture.
Why do people think being bad is cool?
They think it shows that the world can be diverse in feelings for others so they don't go crazy and to foil them.
Bad Things
They were bad things, but I never said anything too bad to someone's face, like cursing at someone I don't know well. I don't do those things, anymore. Sometimes, people like to say bad things. It's too bad I had the inkling to. I know I was set up by those who "punish" me. People treat me funnily, and I had a hard time trying to finish college and didn't. I'm stuck at year 1.
Akwardness
I got the feeling to say something awkward 5-10 times, and, though everyone knows I don't do things like that, they don't seem to understand. Ever since I was a baby, people could tell I was not perfect. Things weren't as cute in the 80s for people like me.
The 1st Time I Felt
I think I was in trouble when I was a baby. I used to be able to do things without feeling anything, I know. I guess my mom is like that. My dad made me feel something, like kind of warm and tired, when he held me because of how I acted. I didn't like it. I guess, since then, I've felt things.
Something else, I think my hair started getting darker after this one day taking pictures of me at the playground when it was blonde at the ends. It seems my eyes turned brown when I was 4 and it looked good.
It makes me curious how others's lives are put together.
Something else, I think my hair started getting darker after this one day taking pictures of me at the playground when it was blonde at the ends. It seems my eyes turned brown when I was 4 and it looked good.
It makes me curious how others's lives are put together.
I hate it when I have to do a real one.
Because people think I can't make a point because I thought a couple wanted me to call their daughter the "n" word online and I also felt pushed by other people to do it.
Do you want to know something that became very suggestive to me when I was very young?
She's trying to be like everyone else.
Photobucket...
...I can't use the same e-mail address on a new account! So, I might get all new accounts, though, if I want, I can transfer my blog.
Younger People
People who are about 13-18 right now seem to be made to feel better just because of their age and their parents's ages.
Friday, May 11, 2012
I'll be here in awhile but might take a shower before I do Twitter and other things.
I have some pictures to load.
What's essentially wrong?
So, what's essentially wrong with me following suit in calling someone the "n" word like they asked?
Getting to the Bottom of It
It seems like it's important that I stay awake and improve myself as much as possible. I need to get to the bottom of this.
Why blame someone?
I wonder if people were pretending to make themselves look bad. Why blame someone?
Words Words
Why would people not want me to realize the truth as punishment?
Also, the issue is that I need to think through things. It changes my thoughts. I have to use words.
Also, the issue is that I need to think through things. It changes my thoughts. I have to use words.
Breakthrough
Wait until you see my next videos of me talking. It's like magic. Reality still exists.
Old
I seem kinda old for my age, though I look like a teenager. That's natural at 25, to look like a teen.
I can't stand it! :)
Actually, I can stand some things.
I so wish I didn't think a couple wanted me to call their 2-year-old daughter the "n" word online.
I so wish I didn't think a couple wanted me to call their 2-year-old daughter the "n" word online.
I guess some people are scared.
Some people are really religious and care what will happen to them ultimately.
So Happy
My dad wants me to go to bed early, which for me means not 8 A.M. That's just for today. I have to get ready to go, too, but I feel like I've sung enough for tonight.
I'm in biiig trouble. Big trouble. :)
You know how people try to be Chinese or Oriental???
Well, I don't.
Well, I don't.
Illusions
I found out what wasn't really happening. Clearly, it's all in my head.
Some people just do certain things to deal with the facts they have to face.
Some people just do certain things to deal with the facts they have to face.
@justinbieber - You're doing so well!
Wow, that was a wonderful interview, Justin! You're doing so well! I'm glad your video is doing so good! You have great prospects, for the future. :)
Okay
I feel bad when people try to make me feel good about thinking a couple wanted me to call their 2-year-old daughter the "n" word.
I wonder if I should tell the police.
I wonder if I should tell the police.
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