Monday, May 7, 2012
Good and Bad
I was literally giving up something when the parents wanted me to call their 2-year-old daughter the "n" word. Certain kinds of people should feel sorry for me, but normal, good people should be more avoiding and critical of me. I shouldn't be getting attention for it. I'm kinda trying to forget it, and, in a way, I have, somehow.
I mean, like, bad people should feel sorry for me. It's just the feeling I get.
I think about it more and realize that there's always another answer to that. It's just that there's always something else.
I mean, like, bad people should feel sorry for me. It's just the feeling I get.
I think about it more and realize that there's always another answer to that. It's just that there's always something else.
I guess I was right.
Some things aren't just "there." It's true. I can be right. You have to figure them out.
Need to Let Up
It's not so bad when I say something because I never had problems with anyone before the parents wanted me to call their 2-year-old daughter the "n" word. That's my only problem. :| I know some people are over it, but it's dangerous to be on my side in any way. It's best to let up.
What's the point?
No one spends life torturing anyone emotionally, even in prison before execution.
If someone had a misunderstanding like I had, it's a big thing. Worse, it wasn't a misunderstanding. It was true and something not everyone chose to agree upon and control the decisions of concerning others, letting them think the other person is guilty and letting them be queasy about it.
If someone had a misunderstanding like I had, it's a big thing. Worse, it wasn't a misunderstanding. It was true and something not everyone chose to agree upon and control the decisions of concerning others, letting them think the other person is guilty and letting them be queasy about it.
Understanding Me
It's interesting when someone understands you. I don't get it, though. If everyone is so adamant I did something wrong, how can this be? No one understands me, mostly. It's a bit strange. I suppose I lived life away from my own parents with all I had with school and stuff. It's funny when that's "what" someone does. That might be a bit touchy. It's too bad when something important goes wrong...
Senseless
I guess if you hurt yourself once, you don't hurt yourself again because that part of you is already numb.
It's not an excuse for everything.
When will people learn it's not an excuse for everything? I mean that 2 parents wanted me to call their 2-year-old daughter the "n" word.
I guess it was thought that people were being bad like me, which I wasn't in what I actually thought was wanted, and that it wasn't acceptable. I don't mean doing the same bad thing. I just mean also being bad. Before, it seemed everything was right but me. It doesn't consume me.
I suppose some people still see the facts like it's true. Perhaps, I was right that people thought using curse words was fun. People are letting people get away with racism and all sorts of things. I don't understand that. They should tell people not to do that but not punish them for it if they never correct them because maybe they don't know. How can people see me as good when others don't? It's like the higher up you go, the more people want to make an excuse to prove me innocent.
I guess it was thought that people were being bad like me, which I wasn't in what I actually thought was wanted, and that it wasn't acceptable. I don't mean doing the same bad thing. I just mean also being bad. Before, it seemed everything was right but me. It doesn't consume me.
I suppose some people still see the facts like it's true. Perhaps, I was right that people thought using curse words was fun. People are letting people get away with racism and all sorts of things. I don't understand that. They should tell people not to do that but not punish them for it if they never correct them because maybe they don't know. How can people see me as good when others don't? It's like the higher up you go, the more people want to make an excuse to prove me innocent.
How You Look
Just because you feel too old compared to someone else doesn't mean you look as classic or old-fashioned because you want to when you don't.
Dealing With It
So, what? Does everyone think it's so important that some people wanted me to call their 2-year-old daughter the "n" word that they have to react like they're mad at me when I'm not the one who wanted it?
Younger Fathers
Hm... I've been thinking.
I feel a little disgusting as a person.
I guess I would be different if I had a different mom. I feel like I'm separating the facts, now. I don't like being treated like I'm a sexed up version of my dad. I'm his daughter. I function like a kid. I didn't do the things he did. He's not a kid.
I feel a little disgusting as a person.
I guess I would be different if I had a different mom. I feel like I'm separating the facts, now. I don't like being treated like I'm a sexed up version of my dad. I'm his daughter. I function like a kid. I didn't do the things he did. He's not a kid.
This has gone too far.
So, people are training their kids to go against me? Not all are. I think I have Orlando spellbound with my sensation of attractive-ness.
Tied Up
I guess people got tied up in their thinking of me and so are unable to get me into new trouble in how I act and think.
Hm.
People are being nicer to me, anyway. I guess I was right. I'm staying out of weird things. I have a lot to learn in decision-making.
Someone to Follow
If this 1 poster didn't delete himself, I would have always had someone to talk to.
Visions - Concerned
I'm concerned about where the 2 visions I got came from. I should have known the 2 parents were wrong in literally wanting me to call their 2 or 3 year old daughter the "n" word. I had a vision 1st of the father literally wanting me to do that in a certain way, like it felt physical when I thought it, the person, and then I envisioned the mother upon reading that post, except with her I know exactly how it goes.
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