Christina Barrett

Monday, May 7, 2012

I edited this post.

http://christinabarrett--86.blogspot.com/2012/05/old-animals.html

Funny

It's funny when you find that thing that is weird is me.

I always was mad I had nothing to read. Now, I post on IMDb. You know, I used to go through e-mails very quickly. It was the same with IMs. Now, I have to be very careful in everything I do. It's laborious. It's just not the fastest way to communicate.

The Difference Between the New Orleans Area and Northeastern Florida

When I had only lived in southeastern and northeastern Florida, I had one view of reality. I did go up north to visit relatives in southwestern New York state and northwestern Pennsylvania. Anyway, it was kinda like a feeling of never living but functioning. When I moved to the New Orleans area, all of a sudden it was different. It was hard, at first, maybe. It just felt more physical. When I went to Cleveland for college during a hurricane, that was the most physical I've ever felt. I even experienced magic. It was just a dream come true. New Orleans was the most real place I've been to. Florida is kinda dreamy...

Feeling Better

I've had a shower and eaten and probably will go to bed soon.

No Offense

Oh, so some people are offended at people who have something in common but who are essentially very different and even the opposite.

Suffering

Can you believe some people are so bitter they don't care about human suffering unless they have to?

Suggestions

I'm tired of people being suggestive to me because I've always tried to be perfect and succeeded. Why do you think I'm seeing all these ghosts, now?

I'm tired of other people's problems!

I don't need to be babied into things. I don't need to be given suggestions.

Overly-Excited

I can't believe how excited people are to even totally knock out their kids if they're not mean to me because 2 parents wanted me to call their 2-year-old daughter the "n" word. What part of it wasn't me doesn't make sense, yet?

The Same Person

It doesn't matter when you look at me. I always am the same person.

What I'm Interested In

You can kinda tell I'm always interested in the same thing.

Losing Interest

I'm glad I'm losing interest in some things, like being stimulated like I'm still 3.

Under Control

In some ways, I'm never left out in the open.

Some Things

Some people really don't get some things. It just goes over their head in a certain way.

A lot of people experience things in their own way before they see you but get mad they don't also experience them in the way you do.

Should I be?

I'm just not interested in some things. Honestly.

I check things and don't trust people.

Still Filling Out

It would be ideal if I could perform a different practice, but, at 25, I'm still filling out. I wonder what happens to people when they are older.

What Matters|Counts

Some people have total control over what happens. I wonder if that comes with practice. That's what I've found. I didn't like being lots of different ways. I finally was who I wanted after a long time. I don't understand when I moved that I started to look so different, though I started to change before when I knew I was leaving. I was somewhat miserable already.