Monday, April 30, 2012

Wild and Crazy

The people in the U.S. who think they are more German are so literal that they miss the point.

Like, instead of saying that bad doesn't really exist though you go the full loop in dealing with things, they just think it's it.  They think that the natural thing happens, that it's bad and people are in some sort of trouble.  They don't think there's any answer in fair sight.

Police

If I had to keep remembering I called someone the "n" word because I thought they wanted me to for a weird reason, imagine if I was in school or had an intelligent job.  How would I focus?  I don't think it's possible.  I thought I was on a sabbatical for a reason!

Why???

Why does it exist that we have a system where we group people into categories of who is of the caste of interacting with who?  I think that would be a bit touchy.  I am usually in a good caste, so I feel sorry for the others.  In the end, people explode and say that the only reason they have problems is because they were treated unfairly, and then if they don't think your race is white enough they hurt you for being more privileged.

When to Try to Expel Bad Feelings

I was under the impression that thoughts of curse words are best to come up when more applicable, but that just makes the person feel guilty for something that's not their fault.  It's best to get it over with before.

I find it best to not let these things come up so much.  Eventually, the process can be eradicated.

MySpace Edit: Race

http://www.myspace.com/christina-barrett

Race
 a little Native American indian
 1|2 Chinese-Indonesian
 Barrett-Barber, Barrett-Donahue-Noon, Barber-Work, Barber-Burkhart-Kifer, Work-Mortimer, Work-Long-Ross, Work-Shultz, Rickard
 Barrett - Norman-Welsh-Irish
 Donahue - Irish
 Noon - Anglo-Irish
 Barber - Scottish or English?
 Work - northern Scottish islands
 Burkhart - German
 Kifer - Polish-German
 Mortimer - Norman-English
 Long - Norman-Irish?
 Ross - Norman-English
 Shultz - Swiss-German
 Rickard - English
 I am from Southeastern Florida, Northeastern Florida, Southeastern Florida, Northeastern Florida, a New Orleans suburb, and the Orlando area (Central Florida) and Orlando.
 My dad is from Northwestern Pennsylvania and Southwestern New York state. 

I updated a post.

Problems

I guess my temper has escalated.  I started to think of curse words when someone treats me very badly in how I see they react to me.  People got uncomfortable.

So, what happens is stuff escalates.  I can't help but feel pity for people who must emit ill thoughts.

Contact Lenses

This is the 1st time I've worn contact lenses.  I was there learning how to do it for like half an hour.  This is the 1st time I've seen my face clearly with no glasses.  I took a picture, but it looked much worse than in real life.  To me, it's important to not wear glasses because no one would ever see what I look like.  It's always been important to me.  It's a little weird and feels different but is cool.

I deleted a post.

I switched back to my old blog.

I deleted 2 posts.

New Photo of Me

Flickr

Blah.

BLAH

Sleep Time

Maybe.

I might arise and post more, but ultimately I'm trying to go to sleep.

Settled

My issues are really settled, but some people had to go and make it public.

Toy

People think I'm a toy because I actually do things.

People Expected to Put on a False Front

I don't like people all in others's faces threatening them to act mean.  I don't care if it's the devil himself.

It's like people were waiting for it to happen.

Why is this such sad news?

Not in the Package :|

No one's ever dissected if someone acts like they want you to use the "n" word on them through different ways.

Personal Space

People are starting to watch me more closely.  I don't know how word travels around, when it shouldn't.  Some things aren't that big of a deal.  I can think however I want.

I knew it was a joke!

For some reason, I think the idea that Europe is superior to the U.S. is a joke.

Superiority

How can you have superiority in a situation when you don't know what you're doing?

When is being mean okay?

You can't be mean to someone for something they didn't do totally wrong.

It's never okay!

People think I did something wrong and act like that's grounds for being mean.

I have this strange thing ...

... I know what it is!

I do things right, and other people are downright nasty on the inside.

Manipulation

Why does everyone want to make up some way to say you did something wrong?

Greatness

I don't intend on changing my plans.

Cheap Attention

Fine!  Get attention for something I didn't do.

I don't like it.

I don't appreciate it when everyone I see thinks the same thing.  They don't click.

Expecting Weird Stuff From Me

I've been thought of as an over-perfectionist.

Colored People

They think they have authority over non-colored people.

I put my race back.

http://www.myspace.com/christina-barrett

Mua ha ha ha ha

African-American Habits With Others

Did you ever notice African-Americans over-identify with only some people and think they are standoff-ish with others?  They always had a respectful distance from me before, but some are shaping up and being more friendly.

Stuff

I need to iron, take a shower, and do my nails.  Sorry!

3 New Photos of Me

Flickr

MySpace Update: Tips for Karaoke Copyright

"Look up MIDI files to do karaoke and post online because they are not attached to the companies of the CDs. YouTube does recognize the copyright of the song, so save your files. I haven't had any with MIDI backgrounds deleted but have gone back to old accounts and found ones with CDs for karaoke deleted."

http://www.myspace.com/christina-barrett