Christina Barrett: 05/10/12

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Oh, if you were wondering why I still use YouTube...

...videos take too long to load on Facebook. I wonder if I should move to MySpace. I don't know how long it takes videos to load there.

Shower

I guess I'll take a shower. I'll be here later tonight, maybe around midnight.

A Tone of Voice

Well, I definitely had a changed tone of voice. I was being overly-assertive, in a way.

Well, I guess I'm gonna start eating supper again, though I didn't yesterday to give my brother private time with my parents on his 1st day back, which was a mistake because I got in a fight with my grandma kinda. She just kept trying to get me on edge, and I didn't feel like being as bubbly and spoke maybe with a little tone. So, anyway, I'm still eating now. Later!

I guess I'll go ahead and eat now...

Ugh

I guess my mom's here, so I can't eat lunch alone. I don't know what I'm gonna do! I think something when wrong and people have to be at me. Mainly, though, I want to give my little brother private time with my parents. If it was just my parents, I'd probably feel more comfortable.

Commercial

I saw this girl who looked like a woman get hung up on a tree. That reminds me of me before I moved to the New Orleans area, but I don't think I'd feel as awkward as I think she did. She looked youthful. It's neat how there's stuff to feel in the New Orleans area.

I also noticed Sophia Grace and Rosie on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" seem similar, which disappointed me. Maybe, they're just like that or just a little.

I feel soo bad.

My grandma did make me feel like I was meaner than I was. I just disagreed with her, and I did talk louder but sounded happy with myself when I said it. I know she did it on purpose, though.

Wow, that was a short segment.

...of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

Kids

Ahahaha. I still look like a teenager.

Sophia Grace and Rosie

Wow, they are so cute! It's interesting they're cousins. The youngest one is actually pretty young. I wonder how kids learn to talk.

I used to want kids soon, but now I don't. :/

Watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

I can't believe she just gave a massage to someone. I wouldn't like to be patted all down my butt. I'm surprised it's not illegal.

Today

Maybe, I should have some lunch, after this.

I dunno. I wanna go back to bed. I have barely enough money for if I wanted a vampire costume to see Dark Shadows. I decided not to get a costume because for some reason I got other stuff.

I wanna sing, but, at the moment I'm not in the mood, of course.

Okay, the TV show is gonna be on. It's an hour.

Ughhhhh

Stop with the suggestions. People like threaten others's lives if they're not mean to me. They do it in a tacky way, too. I can't believe this! What is going on? Why do people decide to do this? Did they miss the message?

Woke up Before My Alarm

I woke up to see "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." My dad wanted to get me something I could use to record TV shows in my room. My brother's home, so it's nice to watch it when it comes on, rather than later.

I just woke up.

I was awake for, like, a day and a half, but, for some reason, I just woke up after only about 5 hours. I can't wait until I see my psychiatrist for a lower dosage of medicine that I take every day instead of a lot every 3 days. You know, I don't have to take this. I could not take it, at all. Eventually, that's my goal.

Good Niiiiiiight Good Niiiiiiiight

It all began tonight . . . .

New Video of Me Singing - Adele!

YouTube

I'm watching me singing.

I'll go to bed sometime soon. I wanna watch Grease, too.

This is my 1st time wearing contacts.

I can put them in easily, too.

I got my contacts out easily.

1 More Video Recorded and I'm Finally Tired

What It's Like to Have an Older|Younger Mother

I want to know! I got the impression people with young moms are really dizzy or loopy or something and that ones with older moms lose track of things.

I changed my profile picture.

Oookay!!! I moved!

I'm going to sing soon. 0:)

Arghh

I'm moving to Facebook.

Me Through the Years - Edit

I edited the title of the picture of me at Sea World.

http://cb-me-through-the-years.weebly.com

Me Through the Years - Re-Added Another Photo

I re-added a picture of me when I was maybe 17: http://cb-me-through-the-years.weebly.com

Don't forget...

...that that just means it worse for them. }:]

Part of the Mystery

Part of the mystery of revealing yourself online is biding your audience. I found that people will use any information against you, you know to publicize.

Oooh. I'm gonna watch my videos. }:]

It'll be there as bait.

}:]

I don't recommend watching my videos.

The ones I loaded of me talking today look boring and I didn't watch them.

Maybe, I'll record something else...

For get those videos.

I'm too tired I think, but "The Ellen Degeneres Show" es muy captivating.

Huh

I was also thinking I got lonely a lot. A lot. The. Story. Of. My. Life.

I guess I'll go catch up and watch my YouTubes of me talking.

... my "personality" ...

When I was 9-19, I used to sit with my hand covering my nose or maybe like right now on my mouth. Supposedly, it was why I used to get pimples.

I got so much out of that.

There are some things...

...she seems to think she didn't do on purpose.

I think my grandma...

...I know she did it on purpose and is using it to give me messages somehow.

BIG Problems D:

So, I didn't eat with my dad BECAUSE I didn't take a shower...

Then, I took one while supper was getting ready and then went back in my room.

I didn't eat and talked to my grandma like an airhead and couldn't think. She seemed to feel more guilty. I was so mad about my nose! I still am, but at least I'm alive. I don't think she has the, what would you say, guts to take it back.