Disastrous

I wonder if I should start writing more in my blog and filming myself less and doing it in the bathroom where you can see me better or if getting 3 new light bulbs will help.  I guess I'll try with the 3 new light bulbs.  I need to get in better shape, too.  I'm asking my psychiatrist for a lighter dosage of medicine rather than how my dad and I decided I'd take this higher dosage every few days.  I might take it every day then, but ultimately I don't want to be on it.  I'm just doing it for my dad, at this point, and no one can force me to take it.