Monday, May 7, 2012
I just watched a bunch of episodes of "The Ellen Degeneres Show."
I watched all the episodes with Reese Witherspoon. I don't mean to be too forward, but Reese Witherspoon was born in New Orleans because her father was going to school there. She moved to Germany for 4 years and then Tennessee. Ellen Degeneres is from a suburb of New Orleans. I lived in a suburb of New Orleans when I was 12-19. It hasn't shaped who I am much. Well, Ellen Degeneres moved to Texas when she was 16 but went to college in New Orleans. So did I, but I didn't finish and we moved because of the hurricane. So, I was pretty much as mature as I ever was when I was 11. I wonder if it's because I moved that I stopped. I did change and have personal experiences, but I was alone a lot. I felt identity-less. I ended up looking like different types of stereotypes as the years went on. I did develop as an adult there and got into personality, like from books, because in Florida before I moved I got into the quizzes in popular magazines. I started things like theater and got back into some ballet. I was very busy in high school, but I wish I weren't, now. It was kinda worth it, but I should have not stopped eating healthily in high school. I think my mom tried to stop me, but I was unstoppable. I thought the little lunches they sold were cute, and I never had the main meals in the cafeteria because I had clubs at lunch. The main ones I hold onto in memory are drama and laureate, which were quite awesome the 1st year, for me, actually. Things were sorta okay the 1st year, but I wasn't into the right things. I followed my roots of liking all the arts and became a romantic type, actually. 1 saving grace is my holding onto my nasally voice. I think I've always had 1. It's just an attractive way to be, and I'm selfish enough to achieve it is all. No one takes me seriously, though. Maybe, that's why. I sometimes try to sound like I can get out of it, but I can't. It's a real stuck thing. I don't play with it alone, neither. I think if I never moved to the New Orleans area that I would be playing with it right now. Okay, I'm back. What was I talking about?... Oh, yes, New Orleans. So, I don't know what train of thought I was on. I guess my problem was always food. I dieted when I was almost 16. It was hard. I ate like natural foods and stuff. I did get pretty skinny. I had another phase of being healthy when I was 18 and 19, too. I ate a lot when I was 18 of healthy food. When I was 19 and home from college for the summer, I slimmed up some even more. I was getting more sleep. I came home from college and got more sleep later on, but I had gained a lot of weight from doing ballet instead of the gym and not eating extremely healthy. So, anyway, I guess I needed more food, but I was was 16 and wanted to be a princess, not a tomboy. I guess I should have just eaten more healthily more often and changed my schedule to something else. My mom made good supper. She packed me good lunches, too. I lost a lot of sleep so at the time didn't prepare my own food much.
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