Taught to Feel the Guilt

I have a feeling people want me to be callous.  Why can't people get this out of their minds?  I guess it's what's important today.  When bad things happen to me, people don't seem to care in the same way and definitely not at this scale.  I am a bit bewildered.  I know it's also so nothing bad happens to me, but I don't like this about me.  I just wanted to be some obscure person online.  I know there is no way that anyone even saw me do it other than one or two people I know kinda.  I mean it's possible, though.  It just didn't seem like it.